Well the past few days have been pretty hard on me...we found out that we weren't pregnant once again on Friday morning...blah. I took it extra hard this month, I just knew that things were different and I could have sworn that my body was changing. I guess I shouldn't have had my hopes up so high cause man I fell low!
I closed at work on Friday so I was home that morning and had a HUGE meltdown...of course I texted Terri and Tiffany as soon as I "found" out the awful news and as always they were so supportive and positive and tried to lift me up but even that didn't help this time. In the middle of my meltdown I received a Facebook notification that I had a message, I went to read it and I can tell you now that God was in COMPLETE control of that message. It was from Terri's sister in law Stephanie and she gave me some very encouraging and positive words, I cried through the whole thing but smiled at the end because I just knew that God was behind it. It seems that every month that I'm thrown a curve ball someone different steps up and tells me their story and it gives me more Hope then they will ever know. I hope I can be that "someone" someday.
In other news...on Saturday morning I woke up to not only the worse cramps I have had since before my surgery but I also had a HUGE rash growing all over my body! Jimmy and I both freaked out and we went to the walk in clinic. I basically stunned the doctor...the rash was pretty ugly but it didn't itch nor was it painful...so she really didn't know how to treat it. She called me in a steroid and sent me on my way. I'm chalking it up to stress...it got worse before it got better and its not completely gone but at least it doesn't itch and isn't painful.
I have a few more exciting announcements but I cant let the cat out of the bag just yet so I will leave you with your wondering minds!
I hope everyone has a Happy and Safe Labor Day! I will be working...of course...
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